Monday, March 4, 2013

cabin fever, remembering summer

It has been gray and windy for a week straight, right into March, the only color cardinals and finches. At times I seem to resent the chickadees' choice of clothing. At this point in the year leaves seem like a dream, a time when you cannot read the architecture of the land through the forest impossible. But it IS the case, I have to remind myself, that this land goes from bare to bursting with surprising speed. No place, for me, has been as dripping with life as the Champlain Valley in summer.


Sultry and low, the northern tip of the northernmost island in Lake Champlain, North Hero State Park sits in a floodplain forest, rife and brimming and laden. The cabin's easy backporch, a raw log bench, supports dirty shovels and tent poles. Next the swamp white oak, thick and bunched, with three leaves left as lace, excavated by caterpillars. A juniper by the door where the little gray bird we never identified sings each morning, rose bushes where the yellow warblers built their nest. Jewelweed everywhere, soaking its toes in deep damp soil, sucking it into translucent stems and mottled flowers. Wet, wet, wet – the water rises high enough to snag fish in the forks of trees, during the spring floods. This is the mosquitoes’ kingdom, and the pileated. I see them big as ravens and close, honking and pecking and drumming, their red crests cartoonish and delightful.

And driving outward through empty campsites meet the beach, sand and willows and basswood easing into clinking shale. A rainstorm in your palm, those chattering smooth stones. We wade into high tide, it’s bathtub warm and the milfoil wraps our legs, zebra mussels slice our toes.

There is a closed loop, by the old leach fields, wherein dwells the great shagbark, the hickory five feet at breast height, ripped and ragged and grand. Its discarded shells litter the floor. Here live the great birds of prey, the hawk and owl.

And the breakneck patchwork garden, a haphazard fence but parsley and lettuce overwhelming. We watched the sun go down over the sumac. The line of spruce, the meadow, and the fox kit learning to hunt. The tree swallows glinting teal in the sun, aligned all on a wire. A garage full of discarded signs and unused furniture, a great diesel pump tank and the sharp sting of deet. 

The locust trees that swarmed, birds' nests in the grass, millions of frogs. Poetry. 

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